Been sick my whole life, heart conditions, breathing conditions, immune deficiency, countless diagnosis physically and even diagnosed autism, PTSD, ADHD, and panic disorder. I’m still being tested like a lab rat on a monthly basis. I’ve been fired from job after job from needing too...
Read More
Been sick my whole life, heart conditions, breathing conditions, immune deficiency, countless diagnosis physically and even diagnosed autism, PTSD, ADHD, and panic disorder. I’m still being tested like a lab rat on a monthly basis. I’ve been fired from job after job from needing too much time off/not having a stable schedule. You’d think with multiple doctors and specialists referring me to alls up and having their backing for me to get disability I’d be able to have their support.But 30 is “too young” and I just need to get a desk job.Well. If anyone can find me a desk job that doesn’t care about me having zero consistency with my schedule let me know since I seem to be just not applying myself hard enough applying for 20+ jobs a week that will never hire someone so sick.Young = healthy I guess.Don’t waste time filling out 20+ hours of paperwork if you’re young, it’s automatic denial for them. It’s actually cruel to put someone through all that you know is sick when you’re going to be disqualified on age alone. I had hope for the first time in easily a decade that maybe I won’t have to hate myself for being still dependent on my widowed mother. I spoke to multiple people before spending hours on paperwork who encouraged me to put in the work. So I did. I had hope.To lead someone on like that who is absolutely desperate is sick.